I feel like there is a string connecting us across all the miles and silence. The longer we go without speaking, the tighter the string gets pulled. It feels like it’s about to break.
I'm over you but...
We used to make fun of those ridiculous, goo-goo eyed, lovey-dovey couples. Then you became one of them with someone else. That’s so unfair.
You said the little blinking light on my smoke detector bothered you at night, so I covered it with a piece of tape. But you never saw how thoughtful I was, because you never stayed the night again.
“A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He’ll brush the hair out of your face. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He’ll stare at your during the movies, even though he paid eight dollars to see it. He’ll call to say goodnight or just ‘cause he is missing you. He’ll...
I can’t stop crying and I don’t know why. I don’t know why I’m crying. I just had a mental breakdown. I need help. I really need help. I can’t do this by myself anymore. I completely set myself up for disaster. Why am I stupid? Why do I have one friend at my school? Why do I feel like all of the sudden God is gone. Yesterday was an amazing day. I want to kill myself...
You can always have whatever you want from me, even if it’s nothing.
Nothing has changed.
Everything seems so different between us, but my feellings are the same. I;m still frustrated with your stupid games and you still don’t trust me. But, when we’re together, you cannot even try to deny that it’s magical. Sitting and doing absolutely nothing, but feeling absolutely fufilled. I’m sorry I screwed things up so much last year.