I map out how far “my current location” is from where your summer vacation will be…I miss our friendship.
I put every ounce of my effort into patching myself up before I’d see you, but I suppose it was still pretty apparent I was busting at the seams with problems.
Careful Who You Say This To
Every time I step out of the shower I experience this absurd hope that you’ll have invited yourself in, and will be sitting on my bed with a smile.
I’m sorry for all the things I did that you never found out about, much more than I am for the things that you did.
While It Lasted
dearoldlove: It was fun while it lasted, but I’m so glad it didn’t.
You hold an incredibly special place in my heart that no one will ever take, no matter how badly I want them to.
I hope you read this and choke.
Let me think of all of the reasons that I don’t hang out with you anymore: You’re both awful friends, simply put. Friend number one: I saw this coming, because to be honest, since about third grade, you’ve been a shitty friend. You always replace me with some new friend that comes along. You treat your friends like toys. You rely on your money (which isn’t going to last...
You never wanted to let go of me. But you also were never willing to really hold on, either.
I Can Dig It
Usually I can blame someone else for bringing me down, but with you, I dug that hole myself.